I have been an Army wife for 10+ years. We have been together much longer. Four kids and one on the way, what was/am I thinking? I know what he is doing and yet I stay. Why?
My heart has been broken for a very long time. I am exhausted. The excuses. He says he will stop. He does, only for a while. Why?
This is not marriage. This is not the life I wanted with my husband and kids. And yet, as I sit here, I am staying? Why?!
What is wrong with me? I know what he is!
Why is he cheating? Why is he lying about cheating? This was my friend. He is supposed to be my friend! I have known him since the 8th grade, I don’t understand how he can hurt me.